agak geramm

Assalamualaikum..haishh ari ni rse nk citer pasai diri plak laahh...hrmm ....walaupon ari ni ary jumaat tapi hati ni rse sakit dgn sume org...rse nk nanges,rse putus harapan nk study,rse mcm diri ni xbrgune lagi...mcm2 timbul...tambah2 kene marah ngn org tua sbb result trok...lagi rse geram..rse nk hempas je diri nih kat dinding...kene bebel...lagi la rse nk pecahkn sume bende dlm rumah nih...NAPE RASE SEMUA NIH ??? !!!!!!!!!! Ya Allah tolonglah berikan aku kesabaran yg tinggi..xtau knape tetibe nk study tros bdan xder tenaga..aku penatt...letih,letih,letih and letih...camner nk kembalikan semangat nih...my spirit fly like a bird and leave me alone...i just can eat,solat,rest and onlining(even nk tulis pon mlas)...im felt everybody in this world hate me ... i think only Allah n people that i love can merawat hati yg kecewa n putus harapan ni.....plis help me!! i hates this shit feelings! n nape laa dgn sume org ni mcm xreti  nk pham prasaan akuh!!! ehh ape aku merepek nih?